The Journey

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted. Psalm 34:18
...I miscarried on Wednesday, May 19th, 2010, at 9 weeks 6 days.
"I know the plans I have for you," says the LORD. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me." Jeremiah 29:11-13

Friday, June 4, 2010

Looking Ahead

Today has been a bit of a struggle for me. "Out of the blue" I became teary-eyed just before lunch time at my workplace. I haven't cried at all since last weekend otherwise. Perhaps the gloomy, gray day influenced my moods. Perhaps my feeling of exhaustion is a contributing factor. I feel somber. Unfocused. Dazed.

Monday through Thursday went smoothly at work...minus the first two hours there on Monday. I felt some anxiety and nausea due to nerves, but it lessened and then disappeared altogether by lunch time. Otherwise, my week has been relatively unremarkable.

DH and I are also looking to the future, and are trusting that God will give us our dream and desire for more children in the near future...this is our great hope.

An online support-group friend shared this helpful link:
http://www.sarahs-laughter.com/

1 comment:

  1. I know it doesn't seem like it but it really does get better as time goes on. You will still have your dark days but they will be fewer and further between. You are in my prayers.

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